i realised i tend to feel depressed or just dun feel normal when things dun go my way. i hate this side of me. but i'm glad most of this happens when i'm alone. i'll rather heal and feel better by myself, than to affect others with my weird mood swings. another reason would be i'll do some stuff that i know i'll regret later on just to spite people. i cant seem to accept it when things go out of my control.


my mood is in the dumps. this very moment. guess a good slp will solve all.