Reunion dinner tonight. Good food awaiting!

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I lost sleep last night. I was thinking of my grandma who was still with us last year. I can still vividly remember her asking me, 'shu zhen, do u want nasi lemak for lunch on chi new yr?'. If only i know, i would have gave her my utmost thanks to things that she have done for me throughout my 19 years. If only.

I've been brought up by my grandma. Since young i've been running around her, sleeping in the same room with her, all the way till my family encountered financial issues and had to downgrade to a smaller house. I can still remember me pestering her to put martell on my hair like what she is doing, or getting her to cook me this or that. I guess i'm a troublesome kid. But my dear grandma gave in to me each and everytime. I miss the medicated oil scent around her. Now, as i walk pass some elderly and get a sniff at the familiar smell, i'll be reminded of my grandma.

I remember taking pictures of us together with my lost phone. But it never occurred to me to back up those pictures. Now, all of those pictures are lost. Regrets? I guess.

Ok those are merely some thoughts that i wanna jot down, to organize my inner thoughts.

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I can smell the nice soup that my mum is cooking, even when i'm tucked in my room. =) I love family reunion dinners.

Off to pack my room!